Nobody Knows Where They Might End Up

What happens if
I push and end up
flat on my ass?

I only have
suspicions
at this point,
coincidences
that sometimes
seem to matter
so much, a
continuing
dialogue that
surprises me
to see it
keep going.

What if it's
not what I think?

What if I'm more
a Burke, or George?

What if I'm not
quite so much
like Alex or Derek
as I dream?

What if I'm
just too
dark & gloomy?

No elevator of love?

Nobody knows
where they might
end up, but what
if they did?

What if they fear

equally

getting what they
want and not?

I wish I knew...